Tears fill my eyes.. a heart overwhelmed with Love for a man
This man changed me he touched my heart and made me feal alive again.
You see I had been in this cold dark place with a broken heart for a very long time.
All I seamed to know was a broken heart and spirit.
Then one day my eyes opened and there He was.
MY very best friend
He stroked my heat with his finger,
His words he spoke where like hot watter running down my frozen heart.
I stood in disbelief that He truly loved me that he was not going to leave me
So scared I stood before him Longing to give him my heat but terrified he would Run away with it..
It truly was a mericale ask him! I opened up and held out my hand giving him my heat. I felt like it was so small but I did any ways and loving him my heart grows bigger every day.
I can remember it like it was yesterday he took me down to the river we where standing on a big rocks as sun was setting and it was just truly breathtaking. . Next thing I know he is on one knee asking me to marry him and to spend the rest of my life with him..
speechless I stand staring at him in disbelief then I say yes and Hold on to him so tightly..
Tears still come for I am truly loved by a man that is so precious I do have the best,
I thought I had that once a long time ago but that was just teaching me what I deserved
and to never settle for any les.
I held true to that and now I hold onto the best man for the rest of my life.
He fills each day with Joy and love..
He tares down every wall of fear I build and show me he is not going any where.
I am truly learning every day new lesions He has changed me!
I thank God for Anthony my beloved I'm so blessed...
Tuesday, March 15, 2011
Sunday, February 20, 2011
A Journey of the Heart!
LIFE!!!!!
Its filled with smiles, Tears, Pain yet there is always Joy, Peace and so much happiness..
I learned a very important lesion threw like that you can face what ever comes your way as a Victim or a Victorious fighter. I have chosen to be a victorious fighter threw my life! I also know that there is always a price you have to pay from anything that is valuable..
I have known much pain in my life I know what a broken heart feels like..
I know the feeling of losing something you have loved with your hole heart..
I site here today with this feeling of loss and I don’t really know why. Some times there is a hole in your heart from the precious people that have some how been taken out of our life.. It leaves your arms empty that was once filled. It leaves you with a void in your heart from where your once held that person in..
To love is the greatest gift you can ever give to others. when you do you give them a part of you heart you pore it out before them.. to love is to share your life with others to give your self knowing they may never love you back. To hold knowing they can slip threw your hands at any time. Yet no matter what could or may be you just keep loving and poring your self out.
Life!!! Yes its filled with many heart brakes and dreams dashed to peaces.. All your face its never in vane, you may have just lots the love or your life or maybe your baby. Your heart may feel crushed to the point you no longer know who you are.
I know each of they pains very deeply.. I know lose and heart ace but there is hope for you!
Today go on a walk let the fresh air cress your face as you have a heart to heart with the creator of all that you behold with your eyes.
For there is a God that knows all about you that holds every tear and even names them for he knows and feels all that you are going threw.
Let the tears fall, let the words come from the deeps of your heart at that moment know that you are not alone. Jesus is holding your hand and walking in the cool of the day lessoning and weeping with you this day!
All you face, all the heart brake, all the disappointments, all the sad days let me tell you this do not hold it in. Don’t stuff in so deep in your heart that it becomes heard and numb. Lay it at the feet of Jesus!
I tell you this from experience I still cry I still hurt at times but I am never alone Jesus hold me threw every moment of my weeping.
Psalm 30:5 "weeping may remain for a night, but rejoicing comes in the morning."
This is so true! For me its not that the reason for my pain has vanished but that over the years I have lured to open my hands and let Jesus take it. To let Jesus come into the places in my heart that have been broken. .
Psalm 28:7
The LORD is my strength and my shield; my heart trusts in him, and I am helped. My heart leaps for joy and I will give thanks to him in song.
For I have allowed God to take my pain and make it my passing witch is now my compaction!
You are never alone !!
Its filled with smiles, Tears, Pain yet there is always Joy, Peace and so much happiness..
I learned a very important lesion threw like that you can face what ever comes your way as a Victim or a Victorious fighter. I have chosen to be a victorious fighter threw my life! I also know that there is always a price you have to pay from anything that is valuable..
I have known much pain in my life I know what a broken heart feels like..
I know the feeling of losing something you have loved with your hole heart..
I site here today with this feeling of loss and I don’t really know why. Some times there is a hole in your heart from the precious people that have some how been taken out of our life.. It leaves your arms empty that was once filled. It leaves you with a void in your heart from where your once held that person in..
To love is the greatest gift you can ever give to others. when you do you give them a part of you heart you pore it out before them.. to love is to share your life with others to give your self knowing they may never love you back. To hold knowing they can slip threw your hands at any time. Yet no matter what could or may be you just keep loving and poring your self out.
Life!!! Yes its filled with many heart brakes and dreams dashed to peaces.. All your face its never in vane, you may have just lots the love or your life or maybe your baby. Your heart may feel crushed to the point you no longer know who you are.
I know each of they pains very deeply.. I know lose and heart ace but there is hope for you!
Today go on a walk let the fresh air cress your face as you have a heart to heart with the creator of all that you behold with your eyes.
For there is a God that knows all about you that holds every tear and even names them for he knows and feels all that you are going threw.
Let the tears fall, let the words come from the deeps of your heart at that moment know that you are not alone. Jesus is holding your hand and walking in the cool of the day lessoning and weeping with you this day!
All you face, all the heart brake, all the disappointments, all the sad days let me tell you this do not hold it in. Don’t stuff in so deep in your heart that it becomes heard and numb. Lay it at the feet of Jesus!
I tell you this from experience I still cry I still hurt at times but I am never alone Jesus hold me threw every moment of my weeping.
Psalm 30:5 "weeping may remain for a night, but rejoicing comes in the morning."
This is so true! For me its not that the reason for my pain has vanished but that over the years I have lured to open my hands and let Jesus take it. To let Jesus come into the places in my heart that have been broken. .
Psalm 28:7
The LORD is my strength and my shield; my heart trusts in him, and I am helped. My heart leaps for joy and I will give thanks to him in song.
For I have allowed God to take my pain and make it my passing witch is now my compaction!
You are never alone !!
Just Stop worrying!
Proverbs 16:9
The mind of man plans his way,
But the LORD directs his steps.
Jeremiah 6:16 This is what the LORD says:
“Stand at the crossroads and look;
ask for the ancient paths,
ask where the good way is, and walk in it,
and you will find rest for your souls.
But you said, ‘We will not walk in it.
Jeremiah 29:11
For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.
A few Verses that realy help me as I walk life's road!
The mind of man plans his way,
But the LORD directs his steps.
Jeremiah 6:16 This is what the LORD says:
“Stand at the crossroads and look;
ask for the ancient paths,
ask where the good way is, and walk in it,
and you will find rest for your souls.
But you said, ‘We will not walk in it.
Jeremiah 29:11
For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.
A few Verses that realy help me as I walk life's road!
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