Tuesday, March 15, 2011

The beating of my heart

      Tears fill my eyes.. a heart overwhelmed with Love for a man
This man changed me he touched my heart and made me feal alive again.

 You see I had been in this cold dark place with a broken heart for a very long time.
All I seamed to know was a broken heart and spirit.

Then one day my eyes opened and there He was.
MY very best friend

He stroked my heat with his finger,
His words he spoke where like hot watter running down my frozen heart.

I stood in disbelief that He truly loved me that he was not going to leave me
So scared I stood before him Longing to give him my heat but terrified he would Run away with it..

It truly was a mericale ask him! I opened up and held out my hand giving him my heat. I felt like it was so small but I did any ways and loving him my heart grows bigger every day.

I can remember it like it was yesterday he took me down to the river we where standing on a big rocks as sun was setting and it was just truly breathtaking. . Next thing I know he is on one knee asking me to marry him and to spend the rest of my life with him..
speechless I stand staring at him in disbelief then I say yes and Hold on to him so tightly..

Tears still come for I am truly loved by a man that is so precious I do have the best,

I thought I had that once a long time ago but that was just teaching me what I deserved
and to never settle for any les.

I held true to that and now I hold onto the best man for the rest of my life.

 He fills each day with Joy and love..
He tares down every wall of fear I build and show me he is not going any where.

I am truly learning every day new lesions He has changed me!

I thank God for Anthony my beloved I'm so blessed...